"I'm ready for this season to be over and for the next one to begin. There has been a lot of joy, in addition, a great deal of pain. I'm not expecting that the next season will not include both happiness and sorrow because there is room for growth in each of those areas. But I am hoping that I will find some peace. Peace of mind, peace of heart, piece of soul."-Holly Bixler.
Holly Bixler is an amazing woman to took on the role as a "parent" (when she wasn't even a mother of her own seed yet) in one of the most fragile times of my life. I was transitioning from being a "child" to a young adult. Within that time, I was confused about a lot of stuff. I didn't know what I wanted to do, I had questions about who I was. She was there when I stayed up and cryed, needed someone to talk to because on the real I didn't have anyone to talk to. I miss her so much, sometimes I wish she could be here to give me those huge teddy-bear hugs that I tried to dodge but heap so much.
I've got to say goodbye to this year, and walk away with a hugful of memories. Relationships broke apart and it seems that's all that happened. But in fact there was so much to smile about that come from this year. If I every got the chance, I would go back. But that's the thing with life, you might not like it in the moment, but later it creeps up and you miss it so bad. I'm not so worried now as to what I'm gonna do in life, because I know it safe in my heart that as long as I'm where I love I will enjoy my life.
Goodbye 2011.
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