and nothing else.
PART 1-
The stars are over a million miles away, unless I can afford a rocket ship. Which of course, I can't. I'm so taken away how someone can play a guitar so well, use a professional camera, play excellent on the piano, travel without fear, approach bad-ass business without a damn care! Damn they give a good-kick performance. What do I master at? Shit-I don't know! I know I have a pretty face, a good voice, and a charming personality. I stress more than I can operate & I'm over jiggled with uncontrollable thoughts! I just think if I settle to a profession in career singing, I wouldn't make it too far. I'm good with profanity, exposing my thoughts and true nature (sometimes, but mostly). I feel I can't practice one thing and expert in it. I'm learning to play piano right now & it's of course a necessity to be able to be accepted as a musician, but I can't get it down! I can look at the keys and operate on memory-but it's no skill to me to be able to read piano notes.
PART 2-
I'm positive I am going to be successful. SO positive. But I'm not so sure what I want to do yet. I take so much stress as it is being 18 imagine when I'm 24 and definitely with my head in the goal! I have the get the ball rolling now. My game face is on! I for sure now want to stay focus. Even if I don't get a rocket ship tomorrow-foresee I will be on my own plane flying like a g6! I'm gonna' make it, I know I am. I can't still mess with silly little facts that tend to scatter like snow fall, I'm a tractor in the blizzard... I'll make it through. ;)
Proud of you. You don't have to know what you want to do, but focus right now on who you want to be. Your character is being formed every day as you're making your choices. Even the little ones count. I see BIG things for you, you're a shining star. :)
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