This heart speaks.

It's been a while since we spoke, or left whatever it was I thought we were starting. I don't suppose a second thought to what I will say is going to happen. But the intimidation I felt, a girl like me, meeting a boy like you, was scary. It was only when a guy like you would come along, just to try an get hot & heavy. It was too unreal. I got butterflies cause of the spell I felt I was in. It was good, but it wasn't hope or faith. I didn't think for a moment that perhaps me and you would end up together, and I can relax a bit. But since I never did, I missed the chance, I didn't take the opportunity & let go of my fear. I wonder now if you would find it a bit crazy for me to make another attempt, just one... last attempt. I'm that crazy, if crazy is what you would think. But my heart feels it's never been the same since I left & moved away. Someone tried to warm up to my heart but my heart needed to be where the fire already was. It's not easy to wash away that burn in my heart that yearns for you.